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میری محبت

میری محبت

بچپن سے جب لڑکپن میں آنے لگا تو ایک نام جو میں اکثر و بیشتر لوگوں سے سنتا تها. میں اکثر لوگوں کو اس موضوع پر بات کرتے ہوئے دیکهتا و سنتا تها. مگر اس موضوع کا تعلق کبهی میری زندگی سے نا رہا. وہ نام وہ موضوع محض چار حرفوں پر مشتمل ہیں . م+ح+ب+ت=محبت.  میں محبت کے معنی نہیں جانتا میں نے کبهی اس لفظ پر غور نہیں کیا یوں سمجھ لو کبهی ضرورت ہی نہیں پڑی.
چٹھیاں گزارنے میں اپنی گهر ہی آتا تها سال کے بیشتر مہینہ میں پڑهائی میں ہی صرف کرتا. گهر آکر اپنے لوگوں کے پاس اک سکون سا محسوس ہوتا. وہ سکون جو مجهے کتابوں کے ورقوں میں نہیں ملتا مگر ماں کی بانہوں میں آکر مل جاتی.
اک دن میں اس گلی سے گزرا جہاں بچپن کی یادیں بسی ہوئی تهی اکثر چهپنے میں اس گلی کی جانب آتا. میں اپنے دوست کے ہمراہ اس گلی سے گزر رہا تها. تو میری آنکھیں اس اجنبی دروازہ پے گئی جہاں اک لڑکی کهڑی تهی. میں اسے دیکهتے ہی دیکهتا رہ گیا.
نجانے کیوں اس کی تصویر نقش کرگئی میرے دل و دماغ میں.
ایسا محسوس ہونا لگا مجهے سکون دینے والوں میں اک یہ وجود بهی ہیں.
اس اجنبی کو دیکھ کر مجهے اپنائیت محسوس ہونے لگا.
اس آئینہ نما آنکهوں میں مجهے اپنی صورت نظر آنے لگی.
اسے دیکهنے کے بعد میرا چهین و سکون نجانے کہاں کهو گیا. میں انجانا سا ہوگیا اپنوں کے بیچ رہ کر بهی . ہر روز میں اس گلی سے گزرتا اسے دیکهنے کے لئے. بس اسی جستجو میں تها کسی نا کسی طرح اس شخص سے ملاقات کرلو. اسے اپنا حال سنا سکو. اکثر سوتے وقت میں انہیں سوالوں سے الجها رہتا جو بچپن سے لڑکپن میں آتے وقت میرے دماغ میں ابهرتے تهے .
کیا ہے محبت ؟
کیوں ہوتی ہے محبت ؟
کس طرح ہوتی ہے محبت ؟
میں اب بهی ان سوالوں کے جواب نہیں جانتا یوں کہہ دو میں اب بهی اس علم سے محروم ہو جو محبت کا خلاصہ بیان کرسکے.
اس گلئ سے گزرنا میرا محمول بنا چکا تها میں اسی کوشش میں تها کسی نا کسی طرح اس لڑکی اپنی جانب راغب کرو یا کوئی راستہ ڈھونڈو رابطہ کا. آخر کار میری یہ محبت رنگ لا گئی اور میں نے اس لڑکی سے رابطہ کا راستہ ڈھونڈ لیا.
پہلے پہل تو میں ادهر ادهر کی باتیں کرنے لگا مگر کہنا کچھ اور ہی چاہتا تها مگر کہہ نہیں پاتا. جیسے میں ایک افائج کی طرح سہارے کے لئے بهی کسی کا محتاج ہو . اک دن میں وہ تمام زنجیریں توڑ کر اس لڑکی سے اپنا اظہار خیال کردیا . اور وہ خاموش رہئی.
بہت دنوں تک اسکا کوئی جواب نہیں آیا اور میں منتظر رہا کئی دنوں تک . میرے دل سے ہمیشہ یہی صدا آتی تهی کہ اسکا جواب آئے گا تو اپنے ساتھ خوشیاں پهولوں کی خوشبو بہار کی آمد بهی اپنے ساتھ ہی لائیں گا . میں قدرت سے دن رات منتے و دعا مانگتا رہا اس کا جواب آئے بهی تو اسی طرح آئے جس طرح میں سوچ رکھا.  اپنا اظہار خیال کرنے کے بعد مجهے ایسا محسوس ہونے لگا کہ اب میں اس شخص کے بغیر مکمل نہیں . میرے وجود تو میرے پاس ہیں مگر روح اسکے وجود میں بستی ہیں .
اک دن اسکا میسج آیا جلدی اپنے کمرے میں آجاو. میں نے حیرت سے پوچها کس کے اپنے یا تمهارے گهر کے . پهر اس نے کہا اپنے گهر کے.  دل کی دھڑکنیں تیز رفتاری سے میرے قدموں کے ساتھ سیدها اوپر کمرے کی جانب جارہئے تهے اس وقت دل و دماغ میں کوئی سوال نہیں تها. میں کمرے تک پہنچا تو وہ شخص بیٹھی ہوئی تهی.
مجهے دیکھ کر وہ اٹهی اور مجهے گلے لگا کر رونے لگی.
میں خاموش کهڑا اسکے سسکیوں کی آواز سن رہا تها.
یوں اس نے وہ جملے کہہ دئے جسے سننے کے لئے میں بیتاب تها کئی دنوں سے.
بوسہ دیکھ کر وہ اپنے آنسو پونچھنے لگی.
اس لڑکی نے مجھ سے کہا میں تم سے پیار کرتا ہو . ایک اور بوسہ دینے کے بعد پهر رونے لگی. میں خاموش کهڑا دیکھ رہا تها .
پهر اسنے کہا مجهے بهول جاو
اور وہ چلی گئی. میں آج تک بهول نا پایا اس لڑکی کو .
اس دن میں نے جان لیا کہ محبت کیا چیز ہے ۔۔۔۔۔۔۔۔۔۔
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